riang-riang

serangga di atas ni namanya riang-riang. ia sangat annoying sebab suka terbang langgar orang pastu bunyik dia sangat annoying. selama ni, takde pulak aku takot dengan lipas ke cicak ke. tapi benda ni aku cukup benci. bila dia terbang je aku okay lagi. sat g dia keluar bunyi annoying tu. ya allahhhh, aku rasa cm nak bunuh je. tadi, akhirnya aku telah berjaya membunuh seekor serangga ni atas sebab geram yg tak tertahan sangat. tu pun aku tolak locker sampai dia terlenyek. aku tak sampai hati sebenanya, tapi dia dok jerit-jerit; annoying tahuuu. maafkan aku riang-riang, aku terbunuh kau. aku tak sengaja sebenanya, sapa suruh kau jerit.hehe. lepas ni aku tak nak bunuh apa-apa, semut pun taknak. the guilt will always stay in my heart. :(

what is a friend?

this video is soo cute. given by my sayang, suria atika to me :)

truly from the heart

nobody is perfect. if anyone tells that they are perfect, dun be friends with them.haha

i know simply that im not perfect.

i'll always try to improve myself day by day.

i try to avoid doing sins, i try not to be buyers, i try to be nice to everyone.

people may think im fake, but who cares. im not here to satisfy everyone.

im trying to live my life. being a good friend, being a good person.

i may did wrong sometimes, but doesn't everyone does that?

i know that i can't use that to defend myself. so instead of defending im just going to ask for forgiveness.

its very had to please everyone. i just want to live peacefully.

like mama always said, be nice to people; don't do thing unnecessarily.

i miss home, i miss living just with my parents where nothing is wrong.

but nothing can be done. this is part of growing up.

i hope i can do better in the future.

saya nak mintak maaf dari hujung kepala sampai hujung rambut.

saya taknak ada apa-apa masalah.

saya just nak graduate peacefully. :)

saya sayang awak kawan-kawan semua.

 ni semua nampak comel rindu korang sangat i love you like a love song <33

ni kawan tersayang pendengar terbaik. saya sayang awak suyaaa <333

memories.

Assalamualaikum.
Lama dah rasanya tak update blog.
A lot had happen. happy, sad, unforgettable even surprising moments that i never tot would happen to me.
But its all in the past. semua dah jadi memori je.
Sekarang masa untuk teruskan hidup.
Mcm tak percaya, im 21 now.
Tgk diri sendiri, rasa cam sama je takde yg berubah.
Mngkin ada, tapi aku je yg taknak mengaku.haha
Pejam celik dah nak grad dah aku. rasanya mcm baru semalam dafta kat Kolej Alamanda, Jalan Klang Lama.
Kalau nak ingat balik, mcm2 kenangan kat sana.
Sampai la semua pindah ke Uitm Jengka, Pahang.
We create new memories, new friends.
Ada yg masih berkawan, ada yg dah tak rapat mcm dulu. tp this is life. Kita tak boleh nak jangka kan what going to happen in the future.
Yang penting sekarang ni kita kena buat yang terbaik untuk masa depan kita.
Takde masa dah nak main-main, kena serious.
Kalau asyik main-main je bila masa nak matang? Bila masa nak maju kan?
Tapi main sekali-sekala apa salahnya.hehe
Aku harap, satu hari nanti semua yg masam2 muka boleh okay balik.
Sebab kita pun makin besar kan, takkan nak masam2 muka je. Tak elok.
Satu hari nanti nak buat reunion, jumpa balik semua org.
Time tu, senyum je kat semua org. Tak payah gado2 da. Sebab its all in the past.
Just keep on smiling and we will be happy.
Allah sentiasa ada untuk kita, kita tak akan pernah sendiri.
Aku percaya tu, and aku jugak ada mama abah yg aku rindu sangat2 sekarang ni. huu
Tak saba nak balik rumah.
Ya Allah, aku da start type randomly. terok kan aku tak reti la stick to one topic.haha
Takpela, sambung nanti.
Take care semua.
Salam :)

God knows how much i miss this. :(

drama

heyyy semua.

i just finished googling about sinetron2 yg sdg n penah sye tonton.hee

im a big fan of sinetron CAHAYA at the moment.

this is all my mom's influence since shes a big fan of such thing.haha

first sinetron that i watch is INTAN and im a big fan ever since.hee

rite now i really like the couple NAYSILLA MIRDAD and DUDE HERLINO <3 color="#006600">

there're such a cute couple. i wish they're a real couple in real life! :)

other drama that im watching currently is PERSONAL TASTE!

it is a korean drama featuring lee min ho and son ye jin.

gosh i love lee min ho soooooooo much! ;)

after watching this drama, i felt more in love with him.hahahaaaa

as usual, after taking this drama from suria.. i quickly open the first epi then the last.haha

i cant stand waiting 16 epi before knowing the ending.hee

the ending was greatttt! i give 5 star for this drama!

look how cute he is! <3

i ave a lott of dramas n sinetron that i had watch for the last 19 years??gaga

i really love to watch korean drama especially with cute guys in it.haha

actually, not just korean drama but also japanese dramaa.heheh

goshhh im so bored rite nowww.

btw, luse is hari raye!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone that read my blog! (if any)

im sorry if i've ever hurt anyone's feeling by my writing.

till then, ill update more.

have a great RAYA! :)

terima kasih.

heyhey everyoneee.

first of all, sye ingin mngucapkan ribuan trime kasih kepada mrs shimbe kerana mengcantikkan blog sye.

mklumla sye bute it.hahaha

tanx a lot sygssss! :)

i had fun reading my fren's blog then tbe2 trase nk update my own blog.hee

last blog i read this one girl blog yg bercakap pasal alamanda.

i know its an old entry tp i still rase marah reading it.

everyone keep blaming alamanda this n alamanda that.

mcm la kiteorg ni jahat sgt kn. pelik laaa.

plus, i really hate perangai certain people in jengka yg xsudah2 nk perli student alamanda.

da bole move on kot wey.

kiteowg da stay sane almost 2 month kot. korg da bole crk bende laen nk ngumpat kot knnn.

it really pissed me off bile i was walking with my dearest fren then ade mulut2 ****k yg ckp wey alamanda2.perlu keee?

tolong la move on wahai budak2 yg xmatang.

n to pak cik yg slalu ade kt blok siswi tu, do u mind showing some respect to other people?

camne kiteowg nk hormat pk ck if u keep on treating us like that.

haih. penat meluah prasaan.

pahale puase aku makin kurang ye dok d jengka.

asyik mencarut je.hahahha

xbaek amira mohd.iskkk.

anyway, kami sume are doing our best ssuaikn diri d jengka. so, bare with us.

jgn anggap budak alamanda budak bermasalah ok.

tengok cermin dlu before nk tuding jari kat orang. korang sume da ckp bgs nk ckp psl org laen?

ha lega da luah sume.

till then semua, tata! (:

coretcoret bosan.

hajimimashite!hehe.(btol ke eja?hee)
rite now im in uitm s.alam. gile la dok cni.
i cant imagine myself studying here rite now.
msti stress kene study while org laen sume cuti kn.hm
i can feel ur pain darlings. =_=
anyway, im suprised to see that i have this one particular followers to my blog.
welcome. im glad ure here. glad ke?ehh.(abaikan)
im staying at jejew's n fara's room for now.
rite now they're sleeping spt org yg tidak mahu bangun lgi ye.
funny thing dorg already set alarm clock tp dr td keep snoozing it.
alarm da bunyik about 10 times kot.
tadi mereka beriye mahu berbasikal. kate, pukul 4 kene bangun! nak pg berbasikal neyh.
dengan bersemangat skali.
tp nmpk jam telah menunjukkan pukul 4.30 n there is no sign they're waking up anytime soon.
so yeah! petang ini dibazirkan dengan tido!hahaha
i woke up late today since im the only one yg xde kelas kn.
thats why i didnt join them sleeping since da terlebey tido wehh.haha
tp paham la kn since malam td dorg tido lmbt n pg td kene bangun awal. azab!hee
td, cm gado ngn yusra. i think i say sumthing that i shudnt said.
melenting die. hm, maybe i shudnt said that.
actually igt nak bergurau but she seems to take it seriously.
n now, im the one whos hurt by her words.
hm xpela. im going home already pn esok.
so yusra, gomenasai.
but u wont be seeing me anymore after tomorro. i hope u're happy. :)
next sem jumpe jgk la cite die.
tp hopefully, da bley lupe da gado2 cmni. ;)
i wonder what hes doing rite now.
i've always been like this since the day we go seperate ways.
i guess hes happy now. i shud stop doing what im doing..
gambate amira! u can do it! :)
dunno what to do anymore. lmbt lagi nak berbuke. (yes! sye sdg berpuase gnti!)
dorg ni bile nak bgn dr koma.haha
tapela, tgk movie laaa!
till then,
sayonara. :)

gomen..

aku pelik. kenape manusia xpenah puas?hm

u fall in love, u we're happy, the u're crushed, sadly u try hard to recover.

n then after u recover, why did u do the same mistake again.

kawan, awak sure die xkn buat kat awak cmtu lagi?

i totally understand how u felt.

u love that person sangat2, u trust him with all of ur guts, tp, he cheated.

did he deserve a second chance?kalau dlu, i would said, definitely!

tp skrg, i dun think so.

why now baru nak sedar? dun u think its too late?

amirah mohd done the same damn thing before.

but then, i was hurt badly.

sakit, allah je tahu.

so now, are u confident with ur decision?

hm, im at fault too here.

i shouldnt gave him hopes.

im sorry. :(

nikmat

kenape orang xpernah bersyukur dengan ape yg die ade?

kau tau x, kalau kau tengok sekeliling kau.. sentiase ade org yg lagi malang dari kau.

kenape kau kene tgk kebaikan org lain je?

weh, dorg senyum xbermakne dorg happy dgn hidup dorg, xbermakne dorg xde masalah.

cume dorg tau cmne nk bersyukur dgn ape yg ade.

kau tau xcmne nk bersyukur?

yg kau tau hanye nk blame tuhan sbb bg kau hidup mcm ni.

cube la matang.

smpai bile kau nak jadi cmni?

keep xpuas hati bile tengok orang lain senang.

kau banyak kelebihan, tp kau bodoh sbb asyik pentingkn kekurangan kau.

bersyukur la kau!

xramai org ade kelebihan cm kau.

aku xtau cmne lagi nak ckp kat kau.

kau xpena nak berubah.

ikot hati kau je.

percaye cakap aku, kalau mcm ni prangai kau, kau xkan berjaye smpai bile2 pun.

btw, tanx for leaving me behind.

aku xnk jadi part of ur worthless life anymore.

slamat tinggal, aku nak lupe kau wat selamanya.

aku harap aku bole. amin.

alam dewasa?

salam

tadi aku bukak blog sahabat2 lame.

aku seolah-olah baru tersedar yang kami sume da grew up.

sume da dewasa, da jadi seorang pelajar yang berwibawa!cehh.hehe

mcm baru semalam ak duduk bergurau ngan mereka sume.

mcm baru semalam ak belaja membace dgn mereke sume.

tibe2 hati rase cm sedey pulak.

rindu zaman2 aku masih seorang budak.haha

dulu, xpayah pikir pasal result exam sume.

kalau dpt no last dalam kelas pun, lexx. paling2 kene marah je kn.

tp skrg, sume kene pikir. sbb ni mase dpn kte kn?adeh.

berat je bahu rase nk kene pikul tanggungjawab ni.

seorang anak, seorang adik, seorang mahasiswi, seorang mak cik, dan mcm2 lagi la.

kalau aku xberjaye, ape anak buah aku cakap nnti?

cmne dowg nk ikot jejak langkah aku kn?haha

seorang anak sulong dan seorang anak bongsu.

ape perbezaan tanggungjawabnye?

orang kate anak solung besa tanggungjawabnye.

kene jage adek2, kene jadi contoh terbaek, kene buat mcm2 la.

tp bg ak, same je tanggungjawab sume.

xkire la sulong ke, bongsu ke, anak 2nd ke, anak 3rd ke.

sume kene berjaye dalam hidup gk kn?

takan nk pikir nk jd contoh je.

what about our own future? itu lg penting sebenanye! kn2? ;)

tak tau la kenape ngn aku arini. xstabil je.

pagi tadi ak bgn, ak marah2. (xla pagi pun sebenanye.haha)

pastu tibe2 aku teringin nk belaja masak.

ak masak ayam masak cili api!yeah!haha. akak ipa n mama ak tolong.hehe.

pastu kene marah, aku stress kejap.

then tibe2 skrg aku rindu sgt tyme ak skola rendah dlu.

rndu la kawan2 lame. rindu sgt2!

i wish i can be like old times.

no need to think hard. just be happy with what i have.

playing around like theres no more tomorrow.haha

zaman da berubah, skrg kene pikir mase depan!

no more playing around.

kene belaja brsungguh2!do what i have to do!

to all my sri langat's frens, i miss u all so much!

do great for ur future k!

sayang korg. :)

rabu

salam

this morning i went to my high school to take my spm certificate.

going into that school do bring a lot of memories.

happy and sad memories.

i remember getting scold by pn. natherah for not finishing add-math exercise, kene bebel ngan cikgu lela sbb xconcentrate during her lessons.

its a nice memories actually, a very great memories that i would never forget.

high school is great! ;)

anyway, after that i went to the school, me, azza, tira, suria n umi went to mcdonalds!hee

we spent several hours there talking about our life now.

it was so fun!

tira n umi keep talking among themselves since they both just finish matrixulation.

untungla da abes belaja kan?hee

while the 3 of us cakap2 among us, sonok denga cite sal histeria2 sume.haha

although its a bit scary. but i ave to face it since next sem kat jengka mesti ade histeria2 sume kn. T_T takot3

after that, tira n azza follow me to my house since tira nk guna internet nk crk info pasal adek die punye folio.

but u know what? she end up downloading korean songs!hahahha

tira yg bongok!sengal gile. die ngn aza menggila crk korean songs!hee

i do miss that moment when im also crazy sgt pasal korean song.

i guess skrg i felt a bit left out since i dun know much pasal new group kt korea.

i used to know much pasal korean sume!grr

i regret forgetting about it n focussing on loving special sumone!

loving him xkemana pun weh! baek ak focus on korea dlu! ;(

dah2, enough about that!

rite now im enjoying ADAMAYA!hehe

suke sangat cite ni! esok episod akhir! :))

jangan lupe tengok!heheh.lalalalaaa

tataa!

LIFE

life teaches us not to be proud of ourself.

be who we are, be what we want.

do what best for ourself.

dont be a snob, dont judge people.

why do people loves to judge someone through their cover?

maybe they look sweet n beautiful, but are u sure they are nice as they seems?

maybe they have a great hair n nice scent, but do think they have great attitude?

life teaches me not to judge people by their appearance.

never judge someone before u really know them.

when we love somebody, we cherish evrytime that was spent with that person.

remember every single thing about him.

why is it so hard to just let go and move on?

i need strength, i need help.

why did he acting like a jerk when i know that hes not like that at all?

how can a person change so fast?

theres a lot of question that still have no answers,

i need u. i want u. but i just cant stand u anymore.

ALLAH, please give me strength.

i need to forget about knowing this guy.

i need to forget all our memories together.

i need to stop missing him.

we call this bear 'BODOH'.

i know awful gile name die.

but i love bodoh so much.

its the only thing that left for me.

my cute bodoh. <3

i know it can neve leave me like its owner did.

IM A STRONG AND TABAH GURL!

korean drama.

salam.

hye korg. its my little journal. i want u guys to read it. :)

korean drama?what about it?

i used to love korean drama so2 much.

but now, it seems so hateful n i cant even stand 10 minutes of watching it.

i guess im just jealous of the fact the hero n heroin are happily in love.

i used to love all of this act.

romantic korean drama, couples fighting over silly things n sort of thing.

but now, it seems so painful even to watch.

i guess it because i can never be happy like them.

although they're just acting; stupid me.

seeing people happily couple make me thinks.

will they turn out to be like me?

lonely n sad n trying hard to forget my previous relationship.

its really hard for me to forget everything.

i guess im not kinda gurl who just move on after breaking up.

its hard for me to wake up in the morning to think that im alone.

but actually, i am never alone.

i ave this cool and great frens that will support me all along. i just knew that.

but still, its hard to forget.

why cant i just hit my head n it would all gone.

all the memories. i wish its easier as that.

i read some story books during the holiday.

i thinks that calms me more.

i started to forget him little by little.

hes been such a jerk. n im still love him to bits. until now.

im so sorry guys.

i cant just forget him in one blink.

but ill try more.

to aira, tanx for worrying bout me. n ill forget him. dun u worry k.

i wish by writing all this, the hurt in my heart will be gone.

but its not going anywhere.

it will stay there forver.

i guess i just have to stand it!

n with the love from u guys, i will be okay..

i love u guys soo much.

how i wish i did forget him at the time i wrote this post.

still, its not happening.

wish me luck dearie.

toodles.

days before raye

salam..

hola!

im at home rite now..

so bored.

miss my roommate so muchie..

im so depress here.

hate banting.

make me sad.

why cant i be happy like other person?herm..

raye da nk dekat, but i feel nothing.

cm hape je.

haih.

daa evryone.

tata.

haluu

hye everyoneee..SALAM!

its been a very long long time since i write in here.

been buzy, sad, happy, lazy n mcm2 lg.

anyway, in my last entry..i said that i went to uitm mlake..

but actually, i am now studying in kolej alamanda, jln klang lame..

uitm gak laaa..

well, everythings here is great,

kwn2 yg baek n bengong.

study agak bangang,

i seriously hate account.asyk tertdo je dlm kls.haha

my love life?its complicated.huhu

now, evrythng is different.

no more mama to bebel n everythng.

juz ade roommate yg bebel.hahaaaaa

online sgt susah dcni.

ini pn pinjam saja.

so, gtg now.

ill update soon.

tata.

tke cre.

muah.

its been decided!

hye!SALAM!

i'm bored so here i am..huhu

now im talking bout uitm!

its finally been decided that im going to uitm..

xdpt perguruan..ape pnye suwey la nme ak niee..rayuan pn xdpt gak!isk2..

anyway, i got matrix penang 4 rayuan that i made..

tp xbrcdg nk pgi pn..sje wat rayuan!haha

plus, pendaftaran matrix is on this monday!

gile ke?mne smpt pack brg sumeeee..n i dun even plan to go!so yeah!im not going!:D

im goin to uitm mlake!taking bank management!wish me luck k!:))

27th of june is the day im goin there..

hope everythings goin to be fine thereee!

get lots of new frens n can cope with the environment there..

most important thing, can blaja brsunggoh2!haha

otakku da cm biol!lame xpgg buku!overdose megi!hak2

cant wait to go actually!

prasaan nga brbaur2 niee..eceh!huhu

im excited, scared, anxious n many moreee..hehe

lmbt lg nk pegi..

oh ye, gudbye to my frens yg ambik asasi2 sumeee..

gudluck yeh d tmpt baru!!^^

da la..pnat suda!ape tah ak bebel..

mcm la ade owg nk bce en?haha

xpe..bia ak syok sndiri!huhu

k tata!

see ya!

happy reading